"...but he's somwhere else, about two thousand miles from here"
                       -jack johnson

i like that song, mellows me out.
boy troubles again haha
i noe huh, how can i have boy troubles when i dont even have a love life?
well its not really that simple.
i've liked this guy many times before and for some reason i just cant forget abt him.
sadness.
i've grown accustomed to the weak person im becoming.
falling too fast too much.
even when i didnt see him for a long time
haha.
oh i got some news abt my dad. kind of hard to sympathize when all i feel is hate. alisha and mari thinks i should go see him before its too late and i regret it, idk yet. the clocks ticking and idk wat to do. still THINKING.

i never knew that i could....
like someone so much
sometimes when great things happen to ya, u jus gotta embrace it ya?
but im not that brave
i wish i knew what to do
i wish i knew it would be a guaranteed success
but love's all about taking risks ya?

today i went to buy my DRESS

it was an adventure

now im at matt's house

talkin to errric

oh and alapai is herre

we jus came from watching after the sunset with brian

interesting movie.

winterball bids PISS ME OFFF

guess whose my date?